Ok you may have seen my post from earlier today where I was super stressed and the reasons why…I woke up feeling literally sick with worry and anxiety and had no idea how to do the day and just wanted to stay in bed.
After reading a few very timely posts on tumblr about faith, I thought ‘enough is enough’ and put on a worship cd and put down everything and just soaked and worshipped God, and then after a while I journalled a bit and then got on with the day, asking people for help where needed and doing the things I needed to do.
Can I tell you that today has been really really good. A guy from church saw a couple of my posts on Facebook and offered to lend me a helmet and help me me look at some cars today, a friend lent me her car to go to work tonight and another guy from church might be able to help me with a house loan!! I feel light again and got to be outside and enjoy the sun a bit:)
This all came from spending time in God’s presence this morning. Now don’t get me wrong, God didnt ‘reward’ me for spending time with Him first, I didn’t tick the Christian boxes, but I told my soul ‘that instead of worrying, you WILL praise God’. I set my mind back on His way and let His peace fill me up, this empowered me to ask for help, to email the people I needed to email and facilitate a way for God to work incredibly.
I wanted to write this day to encourage me and to help me remember and help me be thankful but hopefully it encourages you guys too :)