So sick of this job. The last hour before knocking off everything went crazy…resident with chest pain, another with a skin tear and oh my stupid pen leaked and i got ink all over my clothes, hand, face, door. Being that all this happened and I’m freaking short staffed again meaning that I’m the only nurse looking after 130 odd patients I didn’t have time to hand out all the 0600 medications. And then people had the nerve to get all bitchy at me because I didn’t get the tablets handed out and because a resident wasn’t showered. Oh excuse me! It is not my fault if at 0600 when I’m meant to start tablets someone has chest pain and I have to stay with her for 45mins. And now it’s like 30mins since I was supposed to knock off and I’m here filling out incident reports because someone didnt report a skin tear they caused yesterday evening. Because yes that’s just what you want to be doing after being awake all night. And my back is in incredible pain and I’ve got the taste of ink on my lips. I’m not great at handling stress but I’m getting better but it’s not even that. In just sick of all the bitchiness. Seriously this is not what I signed up before. Why would anyone freaking decide to be a nurse?
I’m done. Giving up whatever. Rant over. I better get back to paper work before I burst into tears.